rosietheservicedog

Holy guacamole you guys, I just realized we hit over four thousand followers today. 🥑 It wasn’t too long ago that this baby scruff monster and I first dipped our toes into the service dog and Instagram community, and it has been one hell of a ride. Some of you have been here from the beginning when we completed our CGC test and were doing our very first public access outings. Many of you have been along for the (very) bumpy health ride of one diagnosis after another, several hospitalizations, multiple infusions, and countless medications. Some of you came to see me struggle with training like having Rosie hold absolutely anything in her mouth or get over her fear of refrigerators. Others of you have tuned in and come to relate with traumas, early or recent. But many of you, most of you, are here because you see something in us and something in this amazing, wonderful, incredible, lifesaving, ridiculous, goofy dog. I am so unbelievably grateful to my followers and to this platform to share my experiences. It has connected me with the most incredible people - handlers, spoonies, and advocates alike, all over the world (it even keeps me connected with Rosie’s original shelter). I have access to the purest hearts, the best memes/comedians, sage advice, unique insights, crafty problem solvers, and true compassion. I can find all of that here, even when I cannot always find it immediately around me. So thank you, all four thousand and some of you (even the bots and the weird accounts that keep changing which dog breed they’re obsessed with). I hope I can keep providing content worthy of your “follow.” Here’s to more Rosie pictures. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining

Rosie dressed up for Mother’s Day, so clearly she had to dress up for Father’s Day. Business attire. I know holidays celebrating our parents may be difficult for a lot of us. Some of us no longer have our parents with us, others have strained or abusive relationships with our parents. I have my own difficulties with my father (but am actively trying to improve them). All I ask is that today we be kind to ourselves. If you have a healthy relationship with whoever you identify as your father figure(s) or whoever you want to celebrate today, and are in a position to enjoy it with them, absolutely do so, and have a wonderful day. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining #fathersday #cutestdogoftheday

Self care evening featuring @lushcosmetics Super Dad bath bomb and some @drteals epsom salts because good lordy I am emotional and I am hurting (physically). First off, physical pain, so much pain from going to a theme park yesterday. I hate myself every time, but I keep going because I have a season pass and it makes me happy when nothing else can - and it brings Rosie so much joy to see the characters. Still, not a good mix with having a pain disorder, so I’ve been on muscle relaxants and trying to take it easy. Second, emotional pain. So much of that. I’ve been in a horrible, horrible place. Wildly hopeless, without much to keep me going or get me up in the morning apart from Rosie (and thank god for her). My numbers are insanely low, lower than they’ve ever been. My therapist gave the the ultimatum of going to the hospital or getting a ketamine treatment, and both he and I agree I do not do well with hospitals. So, we scheduled another infusion for Tuesday. Just have to get there. So far as therapy goes, I’ve been worried that I wouldn’t be approved for more sessions (long story short my insurance is terrible and had me on a temporary therapy situation due to overcrowding, and also had me misdiagnosed as only having panic disorder [I have a lot more going on than that]), but apparently once my therapist properly diagnosed me with a very severe diagnosis (read: high liability), the insurance immediately handed over more sessions. I know this isn’t the last of my problems with them, but my therapist is an incredible advocate, and I trust him entirely. I’ve been depressed for awhile now, but realizing I was in an emotionally abusive relationship and basically having to leave absolutely everything behind - my partner, my home, and my friends was such a jarring and difficult experience, that it’s really done a number on me and has proven itself extremely difficult to cope with. I hardly sleep at night and when I do, it’s riddled with nightmares, I’m sickened by memories of the neglect in the relationship, then I continually make excuses for the behavior and belittle myself and put myself down and tell myself I’m unworthy. The whole thing is a mess.

Our @only_leash came in today, and we are thrilled! For those of you who aren’t familiar with this product, the Only Leash is basically a traffic lead that has a sort of scrunchie built into the handle that can safely loop over your dog’ head like a collar for storage when you’re not using it. For service dog handlers these leashes are really great, especially for tasks where leashes can get in the way or tangle, or where you need to send your service dog out (long distance retrievals!), but you still want to have a leash and don’t want it to drag. And let me tell you something, this is a game changer for bathrooms. Just loop over, and the leash will never EVER touch the bathroom floor (I don’t know about you, but I’m constantly trying to balance my leash on my dog, or find the always nonexistent hooks to keep it off the ground, and my leash always ends up on the floor. Always.). Also as a sort of obscure use, this is excellent for theme parks and going in and out of the service dog kennels for the rides (Rosie’s leash is always getting caught in the rungs) - I’m definitely looking forward to bringing this to my next trip to Universal Hollywood. I used the Only Leash for most of the day today, and it took a little getting used to (I’m used to an 8ft OTS, which is pretty lengthy compared to this), but I can definitely see adding this to our regular rotation of gear, and I look forward to getting more time in with it! Only Leash offers lots of cool colors (even rainbow!), but I decided to be boring and got black since it matches all my gear. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining #onlyleash #cutestdogofthedayaward

Putting my pass to good use with another trip to Rosie’s happy place, @unistudios (Universal Studios Hollywood). The crowds were unbelievable today, and summer is definitely in full swing (100% not my thing), but we still managed to have some fun, and Rosie got plenty of character time in. She was reunited with Dora, who is her all time favorite, and made some friends with cast members who are starting to recognize us. I probably won’t go many more times until the crowds and heat dies down and kids go back to school, because I ended up having a pretty bad panic attack in one of the Harry Potter stores, and it took me about an hour to come down from it, and the whole day was pretty overwhelming. Fun, but overwhelming (and a huge stretch physically). Rosie did an incredible job today and laid across my feet and licked my legs while I was panicking (since I wasn’t responding to her alerts). And was regularly bumping into me and checking in on me throughout the day. I could not have gotten through the day without her, and am deeply grateful for all that she does for me. I got so many compliments on her behavior and training today, both from guests and staff, that it really made me feel good about where we are as a team. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining #cutestdogofthedayaward

Really riding the struggle bus and had night terrors all night, so I took a picnic to a local park (but was too nauseous to eat, which is becoming a regular occurrence, thanks to medications) and picked up some more prescriptions, where Rosie demonstrated Tuck of the Year - to be fair, there was a bar that ran through the bottom of the chair, so there was literally nowhere to go, but still, for shame. The trip inadvertently turned into a mini photo shoot of Rosie in her @skoobyandskrappys vest, which we absolutely adore. It’s beautifully made, and very sturdy, and not to mention super handsome. It offers ample pocket and patch space, and all of their vests (and gear) are not only affordable, but also completely customizable. They were my first custom vest purchase when I first started doing PA with Rosie way back in the day, and I’m happy to say we are still as thrilled now with our second custom vest as we were then (and the quality is even better). This is my go to vest for when I’m going to an area when I just know I’m going to have an access issue or have someone go “Service dog, what’s that?” A lot of people confuse Rosie when she’s in her tactical vest with a police dog (and sometimes get super sketch because they think I’m after their drugs [I have been asked several times/been run away from]), so sometimes I want it as clear as possible that this is in fact a service dog. I don’t want your drugs, I’m not police/military (no she doesn’t bite), this isn’t a pet I’m trying to sneak into your store/restaurant, I promise, I’m just disabled, she’s a trained service dog, and I just want to have a sandwich. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining #skoobyandskrappys #cutestdogofthedayaward

Time to suds up, buttercup. 🛁 Rosie stepped in gum and smells like, well, a dog, so we took our coupon and headed to a @petfoodexpress for their infamous self serve dog wash, and gave Rosie a full spa treatment complete with mango tango shampoo, and even some backhawk hair styling. I toweled her off as best as I could, but Rosie insisted on a full carpet rub down as soon as we got home. I also took the opportunity to trim her rather impressive moustachio (which has convinced the general public that Rosie is in fact an old man dog). I’m practically a groomer, now, in case you all were wondering. Definitely ready for a poodle. 😂 #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining

Reasons why my dog is spoiled #101, #102, and #103: #101: Rosie is a 50lb dog with a Great Dane size crate with a premium pillow and giant stuffie, complete with a carry bag on top filled with gear, clothes, bow ties, bandanas, boots, and accessories that takes up so much of my room that I can barely make it to my closet. It is also accessorized with her CGC medal and our coveted @muttbuttgear Rosie the Riveter patch. Despite having a kennel of luxury, she still sneaks on the bed. #102: I have an ENTIRE drawer of at least thirty different types of treats, ranging from @justfoodfordogs jerky’s to @zukespets training treats to @whimzeesdogchews alligators to all sorts of @barkbox goodies. I bought almost none of these. These were all donated to Rosie when I was struggling financially by amazing people on the Internet (@Imgur) over the winter. If you want the full story, look me up on that site by @ artallday. #103: Rosie has a giant, and I mean GIANT bucket of toys that squeak, crunch, and crackle and and make all sorts of obnoxious sounds. Most of these are also thanks to the kind people of @imgur, and range from @barkbox stuffies to @zippypaws donuts to @chuckitfetchgames and @nerfdogtoys balls. Rosie regularly knocks this bin over and spreads her loot everywhere, to make sure there is an even smattering of things to trip over and step on. Needless to say, I have a very happy and spoiled dog. I wouldn’t have it any other way. This dog works so hard for me, and has quite literally saved my life time and time again, and the least I can do is make her feel loved. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining

Very high anxiety day. My brother is on leave from the Navy after a year in Japan, and I’m at the airport to pick him up with my family, and everything is setting me off. Took some emergency meds and am trying to relax in a quieter area, and not focus on all of the people and movement - sudden movement in my peripherals is a huge PTSD trigger for me especially when I’m already on edge. A wildly out of control guide dog just dragged its clearly blind owner through the terminal after everything, including Rosie. I immediately blocked him until he pulled after something else, and thankfully we avoided further incident. Rosie was just like, “Control yourself, brother.” Now, we wait for my brother. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining

I’ve been slow as hell at unpacking - it makes everything so unbelievably real and final, but today I finally unpacked Rosie’s toys. She was thrilled, and dumped the bucket out immediately. Also due to some weird IG error some of my posts were duplicated, and when I went to delete the duplicates, it deleted some of the original posts. Has this happened to anybody else? I still had the text saved from the last one since I draft my posts in another app, so I’ll just paste it below since it’s medical related and I like to go back and see when I was going through stuff: Ran some errands today and completely exhausted myself. I am getting so frustrated with how few spoons I have lately, I don’t know what’s going on. Dropped my mom’s dog off for a grooming, and then ran to Target, a pet store, and Walmart, and then my body completely gave out. It seems like standing and walking for extended periods of time is becoming increasingly difficult, and the flight of stairs at home has become one hell of a hurdle. I was expecting my family to be frustrated with me and to tell me to muscle through it, but I think my mom has seen how much I’m struggling, and how I’m trying to grit my teeth through my pain, and she has actually been super sympathetic to the situation. To make matters worse, I’ve been pitching forward and nearly falling/passing out in the shower - especially if I try to bend over to shave my legs (which the act of bending forward anyway, is so painful already, it’s hardly even worth it). I get the black spots in my vision, numbness in my limbs, the whole deal, so today we were looking into getting a shower chair, but they’re pretty expensive. We are honestly just thinking of using a folding chair. Never really thought I’d be at this point. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining #fibromyalgia

Been having a rough go of things, but we still decided to check out the local fair, and visit our favorite booths. Rosie and I got to hang out with our local @petfoodexpress crew (and get lots of goodies), check out some slime, say hi to our @justfoodfordogs friends, win a VR experience at the mall, and even make friends with a local @lacountyfd firefighter and get some stickers. It was nice to get a chance to get out of the house and get some sun, though I’m definitely paying for it now, and am laid up in bed with a pup who is happily munching on her much deserved chew. Thank you all for being so welcoming to Rosie and I at the fair! #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining

After finally starting the process of unpacking my things (which has been a huge emotional hurdle for me), I headed to the pier for a much needed break. It was a gorgeous day, and we kept the trip short since I’m still pretty weak from my hospital experience, but it was lovely all the same, and I think the fresh air did me some good. One place was offering paddle board lessons for you and your dog, but I was fairly certain that Rosie would disown me if I ever tried to surprise her with something like that (she is not a water dog). After some lunch, we headed home, and much to her delight, I found one of Rosie’s old stuffed animals. It was a positive turn of events to an otherwise difficult day. The days ahead are going to be tough, but I’m slowly coming to the realization that I made the right decision to leave. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining

Taking a break from all of the rough stuff going on in my life to wish everyone a happy pride month! 🏳️‍🌈 My orientation isn’t exactly a primary focus here, but since it’s June, and I already share practically every other aspect of my life on here, I figured I’d share this, too. Most of you don’t know, but I am actually pansexual, meaning: not limited in sexual choice with regard to biological sex, gender, or gender identity. I started figuring it out when I was about sixteen, didn’t even know there was a word for it back then, and have never been truly “out” about it, due to family and career repercussions, even though I have dated and had great relationships with people other than straight males. I’ve only dipped my toes in the LGBTQIA community, but I have always been a supporter and have been hoping to get more involved as time goes on. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining #pride #pridemonth #pansexual #cutestdogofthedayaward

How I spent my Sunday and Monday: ending an eight year relationship, moving all of my stuff to my parents’ home, hardly being able to stand, vomiting blood, and then experiencing chest pain and numbness in my arm (on top of the worst fibro flare I’ve ever had). Ended up going to the ER at 3am, having a horrible nurse try to place an IV and fail miserably (and refuse to give up) while leaving me sobbing in pain (I have a very high pain tolerance despite my fibro, so this was really bad), finally got another nurse to step in, got fluids and anti nausea meds, had an EKG and chest X-rays, and several other tests done, to conclude that because I’ve been vomiting off and on for the past week and I’ve been under a tremendous amount of stress, I may have torn something in my esophagus and put undue strain on my chest and heart. I’m at my parents’ with some meds and a liquid diet, and I feel like an absolute train wreck. The emotional and physical amounts of pain that I’m experiencing right now are unreal. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining

I’m entirely moved out, and my heart is so unbelievably heavy. I’ve been through a lot, but leaving someone I’ve known for ten years and planned a life with was by far the hardest thing I’ve had to do. I’m experiencing a tremendous amount of fibromyalgia pain on top of nausea, vomiting, dizziness, panic attacks, and unbelievable depression, so it goes without saying that I’m not doing very well. Thank you all for your support on my last post. I absolutely read and appreciated your comments, but unfortunately I just don’t have the heart to respond. Things are too painful right now. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining

Yesterday was easily one of the hardest days in my life. Yesterday was the day I admitted to my mom that I am in an emotionally abusive relationship, I have been off and on for eight years, and I need to leave - for good. I’ve kept this quiet, because I was afraid that if I told anyone they either wouldn’t believe me or that they would tell me to leave immediately (which I was not ready for, because this was my only source of independence - not to mention I am very much in love with this person). I built a huge life with my partner, and he seemed to be so supportive of my conditions, which made this all the more difficult to realize. How can someone who seems so outwardly nice be so deeply manipulative and invalidating, always telling you they’re going to change and stop their regularly hurtful behavior, but go straight back to it when I let my guard down? I still don’t know or understand. I’m in so much pain, and am so angry and so hurt, that I hardly know what to do with myself. What I am going to do is pack, I’m going to do my best to pack my things and get out of here and stop this cycle before I get sucked back in again, because even though this place and my partner mean everything to me, it’s not mentally safe for me to be here anymore. My partner says he’s going to go into therapy to try and change his behavior and I wish him the best, I really do, but unfortunately I’m no longer willing to wait (I’ve been trying to get him to do this for years). Don’t worry, Rosie is absolutely coming with me. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining

Friday morning candid. Real talk: Life is... really hard right now. I don’t talk much about my partner on here, but we’ve known each other ten years, and I’m struggling to not leave the whole life we’ve built over recurring issues that have made me regularly feel invalidated, worthless, and unheard (also I’m struggling really hard with BPD and shutting down emotionally, so that is not helping the situation, either). I’m still sick and on antibiotics (chronic sinus infections strike again), still in a particularly painful fibro flare, and horribly, horribly depressed. When life problems meet normal sickness, meets chronic physical and mental illness, things start to fall apart really fast. On the upside, I am deeply grateful that my psychologist called to check in on me today on his day off, though, because after a bit of talking, he immediately asked about my numbers (a daily 1-10 scale to rate my highs and lows [5 being normal]) since I’ve come back to the apartment, and it’s really not looking good (I’ve been mostly 2’s, which is where I tend to get suicidal). After assuring him that I did not need to be hospitalized, he was able to help me set up a plan for the week ahead until our next appointment, promised me that I could call him at any point during his trip, and made sure that I felt like he was looking out for me. I have not been open about where I am at with my family, because they are going through their own turmoil, and I am feeling more and more distanced from my partner, who has been my main support system, so having my therapist’s call today really made all the difference. I’m hoping the days ahead will be easier. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining #fibromyalgia #bpd #bipolar #ptsd

Stuck in bed with an ongoing fibro flare and what has now been identified as a particularly nasty sinus infection. Still had to make a ton of calls to my insurance and doctors, though, which is always a pleasant experience (it isn’t). After producing a mountain of tissues, and a lot of being put on hold and listening to some particularly unimaginative music, the upshot is that I have some upcoming appointments, I’m due for a shot, and I’ve been referred to a pain management specialist and a rheumatologist to take over treating my fibromyalgia (because I didn’t respond to acupuncture or Gabapentin). As frustrating as it is to start over with new doctors, I am hoping that we can find some better treatments that will ease all of the pain I’ve been in. Rosie has been a good nurse, and has been keeping me company. #rosietheservicedog #servicedog #servicedogteam #servicedogsofinstagram #medicalalert #medicalalertdog #psychiatricservicedog #tasktrained #tasktrainedservicedog #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #respectthevest #dog #dogstagram #dogsofig #dogsofinstaworld #dogsofinstagram #instadog #dogoftheday #dailyfluff #mutt #welovemutts #shelterdog #rescueddogsofinstagram #dogs #alwaystraining #fibromyalgia #fibromyalgiaawareness #painmanagement